I’m dealing with an awful ex who has been harassing me by any way he can, including stealing my art and video content.
The stress is so bad that I can’t think very well, and I went to the doctor due to chest pains and other concerning physical symptoms. Thankfully nothing is physically wrong with me, I’m just stressed tf out.
Here’s a Google Doc fully explaining the situation:
TL;DR I used to work for Dilworth, and briefly dated Dilworth’s disgruntled ex-employee, Kevin Piastra. Kevin Piastra abuses drugs, stalks and harasses me online, has stolen my art and video content, and is overall not a kind or trustworthy person. From what I understand, Kevin has set out on a…
If you don’t have advice, that’s okay. Some words of encouragement would honestly help me, too. I’ve been feeling powerless and depressed, and my therapist says I need to start seeking help and support instead of bottling this up and isolating from others.
I haven’t been very active on the forums because I get social depression, I guess. It’s not social anxiety, because I think that would imply I’m scared of y’all. It’s more like I forget that there are good people here who like me and want to see me. I tend to be a hermit in fandoms and forums and other online spaces because I give up on people’s ability to accept, enjoy, and support me before I even start to make anyone’s acquaintance. So I’m sorry about that.
Thank you for reading, though. I’m trying to get out of my comfort zone and talk to y’all again. I miss being hopeful and confident and social.